Two thousand Nineteen

Saturday April 20, 2019

Four months into 2019 and it's already turning out to be not a great year. :( I don't know what I could say about it to make it better. Actions speak waaaaaaay louder than words and sometimes I wish certain people would use their words more often to express how they feel, rather than to just sit there and ignore the person they're mad at for longer than it is necessary. Not only is it unnecessary, it's rude, disrespectful and to me it shows that you don't really care about the other person's feelings at all by letting them think all kinds of shit as to why you haven't said a fucking thing in a month and a half.

But anyway, I've been playing the Sims 4 a lot lately. I haven't really touched the game since it came out in 2014. I've finalled gotten around to getting the Seasons expansion pack and the Toddler Stuff Pack. I have to say, other than it not being open world, the Sims 4 is a really good game. I don't really travel that much anyway when I do play, so I don't mind the loading screens too much. But yeah, I've been playing TS4 a lot to keep my mind off of bullshit. It works, but just like everything else, it doesn't last very long.

New Layout

Sunday December 30, 2018

Well, it seems that I did come up with something! A new layout for Colorful Dust. It's a genral "Love and hearts" layouts. Since I seem to be in that type of head space lately, LOL this is what I decided to go with. :D It's clean and simple. Always a good thing. Less is more in my opinion.

New Years Eve is tomorrow and I will be spending it alone. :( Not what I had hoped for but in the end, it will all be ok. I'll just do what I normall do. Play video games. :D Maybe next year will be different. Or at least I hope so.

Anyway, Happy New Year. Be safe and have fun :D:D

New Fls and Life updates

Friday December 28, 2018

I've applied for another fanlisting. This time, it's for the name David and it's my boyfriends name :D Funny thing, when I was adding the fanlisting to Enthu I actually forgot the database password! LMAO So I had to change it. It's been a minute since I've messed with Enthu or adding fanlistings, so I was bound to forget how to do something lol.

I've been thinking of updating the layout for Colorful Dust, but I can't really come up with anything. I still like the style I'm using, I just can't figure out what pics to use or how to style them in PSP. I'm sure I will come up with something eventually.

Anyway, 2018 is coming to a close and for the first time in a very long time, I am happy. The negative thoughts I was having about myself are not there anymore. Of course, I still overthink about some stuff, which is ok I guess as long as I don't let it get too bad. I hope and pray 2019 brings nothing but goods things for me.

Happy New Year! :D:D

Colorful Dust is 1 yr old

Friday November 16, 2018

Well, it's been one year since I've opened Colorful Dust and I forgot all about it. lol I orignally opened this collective because I missed having and maintaining fanlistings, but I guess as time went on, I found out that Im not really into it as much as I was before. Lke I was really into this whole thing a long while back. I had tons of fanlisting, and I think I joined over 1,000 of them. Not so much now. Its like I can't even be bothered with it. But I don't want to close the ones that I do have. I opended those cause I love the subjects. I'm just not going to open anymore just for the hell of it, cause if I do that, they're going to be close in a matter of seconds.

Anyway, Thanksgiving is coming up next week and the only thing I like about it is the food. Fuck everything else. Especially when I'm doing all the damn cooking. Holidays as an adult who doesn't have kids is just another day in my opinion. Just like Christmas. It's really for kids. Holidays aren't the same as an adult. Its not fun or exicting anymore. Its more work to do and its really no different than any other day. I'm just cooking more food for more people.

Anyway, enjoy your holidays. Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Chistmas, Happy New Year.

Nothing new

Saturday August 25, 2018

Well, yet another birthday has passed and I am another year older. Ugh. doesn't feel any different being 36 than it did being 26. New things are happening with me in my personal life, which I won't be sharing lol but they are good. Very, very good. :D:D So yeah, that's about all. I'm only around to update fanlistings when needed and this collective when needed.

New layout

Saturday May 19, 2018

I've finally gotten around to chaning the layout a little bit. All I really did was change some color, font and added a background image. Nothing really special. I do like how the collective looks tho :D. Simple, clean and Gwen! :D Which is all Im really looking for anyway.

I've stopped adding screen shots to the past layout section of the collecive. I can't be bothered with it right now. The last layout was Blah anyway. I can't be bothered with a lot of things these days...

Life & Fls

Tuesday May 8, 2018

There haven't been any new fanlisting that I have been wanting to open or to apply for. Lately I've just been updating my current Fls every few months. I"ll keep them open as long as I have internet and the ability to do so.

Life on the other hand fucking sucks. Not going to go into too much detail on that, but it sucks. Huge ass fucking monkey balls, it's sucks and I dont see it getting any fucking better. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get over what is bothering me cause I have before, it's just going to take some time. This thing has hit me pretty hard, but I can't say I didn't see it coming, cause I did and to be honest, I already knew. It just hurts when it's said and you have no choice but to actually believe it.

New FLs & Layout

Monday January 23, 2018

I've decided to go a lot more simplistic with the layouts. No more using images and all that shit. Just going to change colors when I feel the need to. Plus I'm really liking this style right now.

Anyway, there's new fanlistings open to join and they are for the number 1982 and the name Vanessa both of which are very much related to me :D.

Ugh! No patience for this!

Thursday January 4, 2018

I really don't have the patience nor the energy to deal with a content management system. I really don't. So what I am going to do, is go old school on this and do everything by hand. I mean, I don't even update that often to warrent anything like that with or without comments. So yeah, screw the emoticons, the options for comments and all that shit. I'm gonna go old school on this shit and that's it. :D

If you happen to have anything to say about the updates to the site or just in general, please feel free to fill out the contact form

Oh yeah, I've adopted back the fanlistings for the album Tragic Kingdom by No Doubt and the song Rich Girl feat. Eve by Gwen Stefani from Catherine @ Fanfilled.net. Those are up and running and waiting for you lovely fans to join! I am still waiting for the members list for those fanlistings and since the Rich Girl FL was removed from TFL.org, I had to apply for it, so hopefully I will get it lol.

So yeah, that's pretty much it. Hope everyone had a great holiday and Happy New Year! :D